Past Present Future

Pain
Anguish
Rushing through my soul,
Hurt
Emotions
Pushing me into a hole.

Accusations
Doubts
Raising my fears,
Worry
Anxiety
Undoing all these years.

Struggle
Exhaustion
From pushing it aside,
Fixing
Undoing
The bonds from which I'm tied.

Hoping
Praying
For a miracle to come,
Confused
Crying
What happened to all the fun?

Sufferance
Patience
Always through it all,
Questions
Penance
During this waging war.

Conflict
Overcome
Resilient do I remain,
Strengthened
Wiser
Even though the pain.

Guidance
Acceptance
Maybe it's the end,
Forgiveness
Comfort
To you I shall lend.

Finding
Always
The same given to me,
Grace
Mercy
Maybe one day you will see.

Happiness
Laughter
Of good times we shared,
Remembrances
Memories
You'll realise how much I cared.

Blindness
Deafness
A world of mixed up thoughts,
Persevere
Hold on
Until that day is caught!

Peace
Fulfillment
Of good times together,
Remembered
Always
In my heart forever.

~ Quentin Jessen © 24 July 2010